i have always been careful
not to reveal too much
afraid you'll eventually see
me in my entirety
the truth of me
is itchy beneath my skin
and i shrink
under your scrutiny
do you see me now
in all my weakness
and nothing else more
for i have found
there is not much to see
except for the cracks
which inside are empty
how could you see
something more in me
you are mistaken
open your eyes
unsee me