I put all my eggs in one basket and hurt myself over and over, I push people away and don't know why I get frustrated and usually cry. I tend to hold my breathe not being able to put my mind to rest, what's the reasoning behind my feelings of mistrust and worry? why do I get so attached or not know how to hold on? for me I know when it's solid I can feel it eventually being a safe space or I can feel it getting old and fading out. every time someone incredible is uncovered a way is found for them to leave me. whether it's my own doing or their life leading them else where.