This pain in my chest is frightening. The strain of arrest tightening. I can feel deep down inside of me . Openly discovering . Natural habits I couldn't see . What does it take to believe? In the light , Before the darkness is only perceived. Clouds of hate with rains that come with a fee. Every day the spitting image of blasphemy. It's likely , I've gaven every part of me . Nothing left but a empty blue sea . Not a boat in sight to save me . I try so hard to stay afloat of all my dreams. But soon to be dragged down to the depths Underneath what is known as our society.