it's been raining like waves crashing on the sidewalk i've been avoiding the puddles waiting on the dawn of something i can hold to come along and make me feel alive again?
but the days never come easy the morning rush only brings silence the loneliness drags on i've been wondering if the strangers on the bus feel the same way i do are they breathing?
sleep won't come affectionate offerings mean nothing it could get better but all it is is getting worse and all i to know is i want to know what it feels like to feel hurt again because all i feel is nothing
so if this happens to be a rare situation a bad dream where i'm running a sweet dream where i cut off everything i hate about myself maybe it'll turn out alright and i'll find the feeling to feel alive again
i've been fighting a long time i can't save him now i've been fighting a long time she can't save me now i've been fighting a long time i can't save me now
I might come back to rewrite it because I'm not 100% happy with it, but I think for now it's okay