I do not know why I am crying Why I feel like dying There is no reason for these tears One after the next appears Though you have said nothing wrong I am feeling like I don't belong Sitting here inside and alone You do not mind that I'm on my own It hurts although I do not know why I'm not used the indifference in your eye I suppose I am still surprised by the sting Being treated as if I'm nothing I finally believe I deserve the neglect I mean after all I've done what did I expect? Why would you want this wreck by your side? If I were you my presence I would hide So I am attempting to fufill the space you crave Hoping our relationship distance will save With every passing minute it's harder to sit still Wondering if our animosity has grown too large to **** If you truly don't want me around I'll stay far away where I won't be found I do not blame you for becoming tired Of the company you once desired If we are both better off with me gone Be happier without me from now forever on I am leaving tomorrow and soon you'll be free From the stress, confusion, and negativity No longer will you have to watch me through the night Scared for my safety after the worst fights No more unprovoked feelings of jealousy No drama. No pain. No love. No me.
I have only myself to blame for expecting so much more than you can give