It's been a while. It's my fault we haven't talked. I got new CD's. I got new friends. I'm not too sure if any of them helped. But I got happier too. I still wear black, but it's paired with a smile. I hope you found happiness too... I still have downs. I still miss you. I have a **** ton to tell you. Did you know I play guitar now? Did you know I have a tattoo? I don't know when I will see you again. If I do, I don't know if I will say hello. But know that I miss you. know that you're not forgotten.
i'm sure that you will never read this. i guess that's okay