You tell yourself lies to get through the day because you feel like no one will believe what you say. No one understands how cruel they can be to you. They tell you they love you and that's all it takes to forgive them until the next time they break. Deep in your heart you know that's not what love really is. Take it from someone on the outside looking in. They're starting to do damage to more than just your skin. If you don't get out now I fear it's only a matter of time before you become a victim of the most heinous crime. It's okay to ask for help. It's okay for any of us to. It may not seem fair to tell people about our struggles. It may not seem right. But if you let someone help, eventually they will help you find your light.