i burned for everyone i could, i tried to be the l i g h t of their life. eventually i started to f l i c k e r, my wick disintegrated and i burnt out.
my f a i t h saved me time and time again. my g o d is perfect and kind and loving and forgiving. my god knows i tried, i f o u g h t.
but somehow after everything, my brain has gone. where did it go? i wish i knew. so now i must go find it.
now i must g o.
written by d.f. trying to beat the sadness/nothingness of my brain. ... suicide prevention hotline: 1-800-273-8255