Sometimes they crash down and the waves take me with them. Like a tsunami, it’s unexpected. You usually know the signs, but once it starts, there’s no changing it. There’s no going back, it’s not a choice. It’s just a deadly fight against nature and water and time... I always come up for air before it’s too late, but with my eyes closed, I don’t know up from down. Am I plunging into the depths or rising towards the horizon? I don’t know... I’m just swimming.