since when has a stranger's life been yours something for you to emotionally invest in what are you looking for where do you think this will lead you
are you praying for a negative outcome are you wishing for something to make you right why are you trying so hard to prove this what kind of merit will this bestow onto you
i just want to know why you think this is any of your life why do you think you're entitled to its' knowledge and why is it so detrimental that you disagree with it
maybe i should know better than to ask these questions