How clean is clean when the cleaning began from the floor of a sunken ship? Barnacles grace the walls in the place of family, or a familiar face.
When filth is a given, and given in projection to the overtly empathetic as a matter of course, why implore?
Because you don't implore, you explore as an entity reaching for a meaning.
The question becomes, do you fight, or do you invite the coming cessation?
Even with a gun, and a view to ****, the power the bullet affords would surely fail to thrill you. The best charlatans paint your hands red, as you're sleeping in bed, preemptively.
Let the liars lie, let the builders connive. Uninterrupted access to their own confines. To Narcissus, the cool nod is colder than the knife.
Let the liars lie, let the builders connive. When the company you keep requires the sacrifice of your authenticity and your reality, just leave.
It'll never get good. It'll never get great. It'll never be worth the investment.