I'm sorry if my mind has frightened you.
It has frightened me too.

I am going through change
And to do so, I had to go through immense pain.

I had to hit my bottom.
That dark, cold place of the anxious and suicidal.

The one that no one dare speak of, but many are trapped.

I am growing now though,
Changing day by day.
I have a different perception and perspective on life itself.

I'm just a human.
I am confused and curious, but now I can move forward stronger than I've ever been, because I have seen that dark place.

And I will try my best not to let it trap me anymore.