This might be over soon, but I can not guarantee you happiness. The mind loves to play tricks on you, but you have to promise me not to be a fool. Don't get lost in the silence. Don't get drowned out by the darkness. What happened to the days when you outshined the sun? You never know, this might be over soon.
You rise, eat, and work so you believe everything is alright, but your thoughts haven't been too kind to you. They grow wild at night and they won't make nice. Maybe one day, they'll instead sing you to sleep.
Maybe one day you'll rediscover your love for isolation, but lately, I feel you have been struggling with the concept of loneliness versus being alone. It's not your fault you found love in the comfort of your bed, but maybe one day you'll learn you can't make a home out of it. Maybe one day you'll have hope that you'll rise again, and shine bright like the sun like you did when you were young.