he strongly gripped the nape of the boy's neck and in his lips, he found nirvana. a paradise filled with raindrops and waterfalls he could bathe under for eternity and pixies dancing in the trees but the fairies stared at him and their smiles turned to frowns their eyebrows creased and their hands reached for him claws extended and they hissed '******' into his face so he pulled away and said "I'm sorry- it just wasn't for me."