"Why Should You Hide Such A Face Like That?"
by @ClawedBeauty101
This Morning... Dripping in a bleeding shadow's clothing
I lost a sense of existence as my gloved covered hands tampered with my phone... time wasting
Leaning against my black, silver chained designed backpack, pressed against a wall
I waited for my professor to come and welcome us in... I was freezing from the cold shoulder of fall
With my classmates quietly surrounding around me... Two sweaty Janitors came walking through
Ignoring their presence, my fingers only continued to twiddle again the screen, "someone is staring at you."
My conscious warned. Frozen, behind my bangs, I cautiously move my pupils up
To catch the left behind Janitor's eyes on me... no one daring to interrupt
His eyes started at my high heel boots, and slowly went up... studying every part of my temple
Trembling, my eyes looked away... pretending I didn't notice such a failing gentlemen example
"Hello?" He said... However, I pretended that I did not his voice
"Hey... Good Morning!" he declared... as if to rejoice.
Very slightly, my eyes purposely hiding, I raised my head to show I have taken notice
"Good Morning," I spoke plainly, to brush him off, but he continued to admire me as if I was HIS Lotus.
" Hey, I can't see your eyes." Anger began to boil... So what?
I wanted my curtain of golden-brown hair to hide these jewels that haven't been cut.
I moved them aside for a split second, to tease this fool..wanted to break his stem
and to reveal a hint of a cursed anger that lied within these gems
"I know" to show that they are hidden with purpose, he reminded me of a pimp
But stubborn this man was, he bent down, trying to steal a glimpse
"Come on let me see your face!" He cried like a child
Trying to make thingy spicy, but it was truly nothing more than mild
He took one step closer, his face trying to satisfy those eyes that desired dark beauty
If looks could kill, he would already be dead and skinned down to the bloody bone... I'm not your cutie
One step back was the action I took as he saw what pleased him...A beautiful cat
"Now, Why should you hide such a face like that?"
He said with a smirk, trying to sound as if he was the prince for me
Not even my gloves could keep my hands warm after my heart began to freeze
Anger boiled over... knowing he wasn't saying it to be modest or kind
Snapping my backbone in half. feeling like an object... my possession was defined.
"Why shouldn't I?" I spoke with seriousness as dead as the bodies in the grave
The silence was so loud, it deafened everyone around me. My tears swell up with rage
"Tooshay" He said as he chuckled and walked away...
What a coward to give up his argument and fight... but thank God he didn't stay
...He didn't even have a defense to give... it goes to show what he was after
He didn't even try to convince me... His heart was in the wrong place... what a disaster
...I am so disappointed in men... You only see me as an object of abusive pleasure
You think you can have your fun and flirt away... Your foolishness can't be measured
WHY SHOULD I HIDE MY FACE?
LET ME ASK YOU WHY SHOULDN'T I? His time was a waste...
I went to my first class... trembling in disgust...
I'll just continue to hide my face away from all of you... it obvious you men don't know what is true... pure.. or just...
I'm sorry for making such a fuss...
But Seriously...
Why Shouldn't I Hide Such a Face Like This?
10/15/2018