you look back at the school and see your tantalizer standing in the doorway and realize they have been telling you lies about your self and criticizing you by your size When you look up at the sky And realize how bright the sun is in your eyes you look around and see that the world is so much more fuller and beautiful than they tell you it is you see the fluttering the butterflies and hear the chirping of the chickadees hopping around in the grass you hear the running of water from the creek behind your home