Sep 2018
~
Would that the words would
come easily to me.
For me to be able to express
myself, to be a strong and proud
and confident bard...
Would that I could feel more
secure in the power of my ink
to not feel dread or shame or
depressed for now keeping
my ink flowing upon the
canvas...
Would that my soul would fall
into the arms of the true moon
that sees my soul...
I know that I am flawed.
I fear that one day my mistakes,
my past will catch up and drag
me down into a hell where others
loathe me...
And while my wounds are fresh
the ghosts that I have locked
behind the doors, the ones that
one time that I had loved and
let go for my own stability will
rise...
I can admit my faults,
but it hurts when my mind leaves
me floating in a dark sea; calm
with no light, no shore, no soul
in sight...
Would that I can believe
that indeed
I am good enough...
~
Scratching at my emotional wounds...
Still finding it hard to write...
Lyn
Still finding it hard to write...
Lyn
