I found out yesterday, i commented on your Youtube video...
My friend had told me, Youth isn't on this school holidays.
So i needed clarification, and i knew just who to ask...
My bestie, the one I'm madly in love with..
You had to block me on Facebook, against your own will..
So I had no choice, but to reach out to you through Youtube.
You'd warned me the week before, Keep it video related or else i'll have to ban you from that as well..
Not what you want to do, but you would have to.
So I commented, and begged please dont ban me, I have no one else to ask. Is youth on this holiday?
You replied within the hour, and thats when my heart caved in, again.
Yes, thats true youth is not on this holiday, was your words.
So I calculated it out, thats 2 weeks, without seeing or talking to you.
You already broke my heart 5 weeks ago, with the saying "I just want to be friends"
It couldn't of worked out anyways, as its apparently illegal.
A 16 year old and a 21 year old, its wrong they say...
But I don't care, I love him with everything I have.
So now I wait, lonely as hell, for the day I get to see you again.
I just hope I make it through the holiday, I don't know how to thoe.
Because without you, I feel so sad, empty, broken and cold.
Even thoe were just friends, part of me still hopes someday, you'll be mine to hold...



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