She lives her life with tears in her eyes. From day to day, tears in her eyes.
No one can tell— she hides them so well— with bangs down, and a smile on her face.
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The general disposition that showing emotion makes you weak.
Why should she show them anyways? When no one can make her feel better and no one understands the pain in her heart that resides there from day to day.
It originates from small things that bug her to things people say— and the fact that they just don't understand. No one understands.
It's always the same, they get defensive when she tells them the truth and how she really feels.
but she's so tired of hiding and pretending to be ok