Sep 2018
Aurelia
It's not your fault that I loved you
It's my mistake that I let myself covered in the blues
It's not your fault that I can't move on
But it's my flaws to carved your name in my bones
You're not the reason why my obsession has grown
Because my hormones plays around on their own
And again, you appeared in my dreams
Yet it's not because your action, it's my actions to let you in
Aurelia
I am so sorry
Because again I wrote you a poetry
It's not your fault that I loved you
It's my mistake that I let myself covered in the blues
It's not your fault that I can't move on
But it's my flaws to carved your name in my bones
You're not the reason why my obsession has grown
Because my hormones plays around on their own
And again, you appeared in my dreams
Yet it's not because your action, it's my actions to let you in
Aurelia
I am so sorry
Because again I wrote you a poetry
I promised to Aurelia that I will stop writting her a poem so I could move on. I failed to fulfill that promise. Because when I removed Aurelia from the contents of my poems, it felt so empty
