I went through my pictures today And I realized I used to be happy. Something I haven’t been in a while.
The person I see in those photos Is not the same person looking back through the mirror; There’s a faint resemblance, nothing more.
I used to smile and laugh, always so joyful; I still do, but it’s no longer genuine No longer healthy.
People used to say my smile made their day And all I could think was It’s just a smile, how can it make such a difference?
I never understood what they meant When they said the smile should be seen in the eye; That there should be a glitter, a sparkle.
Now when I laugh, when I smile, It’s polite, lacking reassurance Missing the light heartened warmth
I went through my pictures today And I realized I used to be happy. I finally know what that glitter, that sparkle is. . . . It’s what’s missing from the mirror.