There is a flaw so big that nothing dares to approach. An aching gap within this soul. I’m damaged goods; who would want the dented can at the store? Theres rips and tears upon my heart and mind. You cannot walk to me, for i’ve put spikes to protect myself. You cannot fly to me, for the air you breath is poisoned. I’ve surrounded myself on my own island. Ashamed at what others took from me. Embarrassed that i’ve been abused in the worst way. This secret is one we hold close, “for who could learn to love me?” No. Thats not what i ask. I ask; how can i ever let someone love me?
a real hard truth i've had to really took at about myself, things done to me are not my guilt, i should not be ashamed of them. to anyone who has felt the same way- know your worth.