Two kids blinded by love Wracked with anxiety and fear Finding comfort in kisses and understanding Loving each other until free teardrops cleared
Stumbling through life in a fog Hoping to make sense out of it Alive with new wonder, bravery Lightweight, carefree, taking hit after hit
Simple and easy was our world Crave those first months spent with you I am shaking off these memories Hands cut from mistakes I tried to undo
Find myself visiting the past often I belong in the present Legs too heavy to lift at all This burden of pain greatest yet
With you by my side I was courageous Believed I could trust you to guide Guard my heart, keep it safe Not crush with secrets then hide
I loved you despite obvious flaws Because you were not like all the rest Vulnerable enough to show emotion Humour that coaxed laughter out of my chest
Didn't care that you never took life seriously That you wasted our money Overlooked countless self-centered mistakes For one stroke, the sky again seemed sunny
Understood why your words were riddled with lies You were lost but not to blame Your role models taught you to keep issues hidden As you grew older you did the same
Wanted you to confide in me Treat me in the manner I treated you I told you every detail of my world You didn't desire to share with me too
You really were my best friend, it is true You claimed that I was yours I have trouble believing that fact Kept shutting me out, locking doors
Acted like I was dumb enough To buy the ******* you'd sell In reality caved because you never would Gave in so we wouldn't fight and yell
Aside from manipulative games and lies (Plus an awful addiction of course) You were perfection, warming at night Creating bliss, you were the only source
Never thought I would leave you alone Did not think I could handle the misery I also was sure you'd never take it that far You did, and I finally broke completely
Had no choice but bid you farewell Down to my last resort Could not comprehend how you could love someone Play with their heart, take and distort
Guess you were too ****** up from the start I was too blinded by love to see Because feelings were pure and real Even if they were the single true thing
I will always remember us with fondness Overflowing love, couldn't have been richer Little moments stick out to me the most Still smile when I come across your picture
Two kids grinning, madly in love Happily clinging to each other's hips Not sure if I will ever feel that way again Nothing compares to magic of your lips
Should have known it would not last You were too amazing to be true We were young foolish kids who didn't know better Had nothing but our hearts to lose
If there's nothing to lose then there's everything to gain