I sit alone and wait for friends These long tedious days never seem to end I yearn for love, attention and bliss Yet I dream of the day where I no longer exist
When I think of myself I think life was a mistake I think my life is a waste And that God had poor taste
Why would he create someone as pathetic as me A boy whose mind wanders about when there's nothing to see A boy who can't concentrate on the simplest things A boy who hates himself so much that he only feels pain A boy who only sees light in the dark and the rain
If only the lonely had somewhere to be Where they could be loved and held intimately I hope for the day where i'm no longer lonely Until then I will patiently wait for friends to join me