go to work come home stare at my freckles browse through reality tv videos on youtube day dream about a career thinking about writing a song a thankyou to the bus driver chunks of time spent over thinking cherry tomatoes or beef tomatoes rubbing my nose giggling with the girls at work checking out a guy worrying about your brother not eating enough creating tv adverts in my head writing down your thoughts questioning your mental health craving a pizza the urge to pick your nose antisapaction for love island at 9 o'clock ready for a city break trying to be more feminine then remembering there's various defintions of being feminine beams of sunlight pastel coloured sunsets anxiety on transport wondering the meaning of life