i sit curled up in an oversized sweater the one you gave me because parts started to fray and i don't know why you've never saw beauty in the things that grow old i draw swirls in the sand like the ones in your eyes as i watch the ocean waves crash into the shore i watch and watch admiring the force behind a single wave thinking how in a moments notice it could steal my life away you are in love with the ocean you used to love me how ironic it would be if the ocean was the thing that killed me