I am so sorry for ever putting you last,
cause you deserve the world.
you deserve not to be picked around,
and left to wonder
may be he will fall in love after the next kiss
on lips as soft as this
You dont deserve to be depressed
believing that your life is always coming to an end,
this is it
I am sorry for settling down to soon
switching lovers before a new full moon
due to me ending and beginning with new loves...
i apologize for stunting your growth
made it super hard understand your worth
definitely made your heart grow cold
just a little too soon
And to my heart you bleed different
i know its because of me
Im sorry i didnt show more light
my mind wanders alot keeps my judgement on a permanent night
Cause my long time friend "Depression" my dark cloud took up all of the room.
Lunch time writing
Dance the night away whether on your feet or in your dreams...
dance dance dance and dance
Cause life is not as bad as it may seem
for life is only but a dream
there is no other place id rather be than laid up under you kissing talking learning your ways but making luv to you now thats my favorite part... hmm
my lips pressed against yours is sweet tasting ****** and
with each stroke i can feel your love growing inside of me sweet vitamin D sent heavenly
i never want you to leave stay your my guilty pleasure... my release therapy
i must have you i need to taste you please stay....
in bed with me
Hurt just left feeling empty
Feelings kicked around in the dirt
I am truly angry because I remembered your name and forgot mine
And I am lonely.. maybe just out of fear but more so because I refuse to fall for
Another chocolate man standing over 6ft tall grinning in my face as if the Fire I thought we were making was real
my heart still aches for you 7 to 8 months later.
I cant believe I had to pay numerous copay's for therapy because I allowed you to get in my head and make me feel less than.
I know ill never get to say these things to your face so ill leave them here to travel through cyber space
Im still angry that I Remembered your name and Forgot mine
IT TOOK EVERYTHING IN ME NOT TO LOOK FOR HIM IN PLACES AND PEOPLE
IT TOOK EVERYTHING FOR ME NOT TO CARE
SO THAT I MAY LOWER MY GAZE
TO WHAT HAD ALWAYS BEEN RIGHT THERE.
HE OPENED AND LEFT ME HURT SO YOU SHOWED ME JUST HOW LITTLE MY FLAWS WERE
I KNOW YOU LOVE ME
I CAN TELL BY THE WAY YOU OFTEN STARE
U LOOK AT ME LIKE IM THE ONLY QUEEN IN THE ROOM
EVEN THOUGH IT’S PLENTY STANDING AROUND HERE AND THERE
I WAS SCARED AT FIRST SO I WAITED… AND WAITED
NOW HERE I AM STANDING COMPLETELY NAKED
MELANIN BROWN CHOCOLATE DRIPPED TO THE FLOOR
PROMISING TO LEAVE YOUR HEART MIND BODY AND SOUL THIRSTY FOR MORE
WE MAKE LOVE ANY AND EVERYWHERE
LIGHTNING AND SPARK ALL TYPES OF FIRES
AIMING TO PLEASE ME IS YOUR ONLY DESIRE
MINE IS TO LET YOU KNOW IN EVERY WAY THAT IS
ONLY YOU WHO I HIGHLY ADMIRE.
I WAS SCARED TO BE THE FIRST SO I WAITED… AND WAITED
YOU SAID IT LAST NIGHT AND MY HEART MELTED
I LOVE YOU TOOO!!!
P.S. HE SAID THAT HE GIVES THANKS TO ALL THE MEN WHO HAVE LOST ME TOO THEIR OWN INSECURITIES. HE KISSED A WAY ALL MY FEARS AND GAVE ME MORE THAN A TASTE OF HIS LOVE SO THAT I COULD TELL IT WAS REAL…
once upon a time
there was a you and me
i knew you once
and it was nice
silence was comfy
and we didnt have to try
i knew you once
you shared your secrets
and i shared mine
i knew you once
but where did you go...?
argh, i miss you.
when your Heartbroken and stressed
your heart, mind body and soul notices and you begin to see visions of positivity less and less,
you gotta understand where im coming from, you know that annoying knot in your chest
drives you so crazy that your daily thoughts become a mess,
Im still suffering from this disease of emptiness i cant get rid of more like a curse of never being enough. im so angry cause i know it was supposed to be us, but god said that it was yalls time i guess!
Its been months and he is visibly happy so must God torture my heart i tried everything still my heart beats faintly since that day.
i hope in good spirit your heart stays
even though with mine you choose to play
when things are over for yall please dont come my way
cause it will be too late u already left my heart damaged and bruised so there will not be much to say
#I wish Someone loved me in this way i'd never let them Go#