I've never felt so empty before Never felt so numb .. Actually, i'm not sure if i'm feeling numb empty or both I feel as if my legs will give up any second now and i'll breakdown crying
Poking the tips of my finger with a pencil reassuring I can still feel reassuring i'm still here
But am I truly? At times I feel as if i've left for awhile
Am I back or still missing?
If only I can escape to some fantasy world where I can truly disappear