A new day, sunny weather, stressed out, just like any other, but at least I can watch Harry Potter and I am watching it on my own, because I was left alone. Can't reach anyone at the phone, it's because I am alone. I am sitting here, drinking my beer, though that I don't really like it, am drowning my fear. This might be a little weird, but I wish I had a man with a real beard, just like Hagrid. I feel bored and yet amused, while I create this masterpiece, confused. I am done with the movie and now have nothing to watch. Done with my beer, ready for the scotch. Slowly getting drunk, emptying the glas. I think it was one too much, am gonna pass. While I am busy pitying myself, I didn't notice the call. Checking my phone, there's a message on it but it says nothing good at all.
'Hey You, I've been trying to reach you for hours now, but I guess you're busy with self-pitying yourself again and to be honest, I am tired of this, this is my final goodbye'