Within my infinite love Lies Chaos. In this galaxy of hollow emotions Where my heart became eclipsed. Where I can't protect your soul And my feelings crash and burn.
I smell your suffering And I catch a whiff of fear. The pain. I feel the cancer spread. Violently Waving my finger As I cure it with my anger.
Avoidance. Suppression. My strong old friends Fighting for the answers. Strong. In this galaxy to be won.
But the light is out. The fire is gone. As I slowly dig my grave And frown my way to death. Did it work? Or did I make it worse? In this galaxy ruled my nature; In this galaxy owned by love.
A poem about the incredible pain and sadness I have worrying about my daughter who has some emotional problems. I spend all of my energy trying to make it better and forget to stop and appreciate how much it is affecting me.