Because you left me when I needed you most
When I was bleeding inside and you weren't close

I thought I should forgive, forget and move on
But I'm not mentally capable yet to go on.

The Blood inside of me is still boiling wanting to come out
It's furious that it has been trapped inside

But I'm not strong enough to yet set it free
Even though I'm used to being abandoned still, blood should stick with me

It's not your typical blood, red, thin and a pivot of life

It is indeed a grave that has trapped my soul blocking my sunlight!!!