Mother, please look at me, Mother, please don't fear me, Mother pay attention to me Oh, mother please love me. Please, oh please don't leave me Please oh please don't forget me I am your child, a part of you Please never forget that I still love you. We fight, bicker and all that stuff Maybe my love just wasn't enough Please don't go with him, please stay Please don't go away for many days Mother, please read to me sing to me and dance with me Oh.. make memories with me Mother, please don't hit me Please don't make me cry You've made me die just a little bit inside .... Mother, I hate you. Why did you go Oh, why do you hate me so? You argue with me all the time I remember the day you said " I wish you'd die" I try to forgive you I try to move on But sometimes I just tend to hold on There are many of the saddest things that happened to me With other things that have ruined me I wish you loved me like a mother loves her child in films. Spending quality time with her and being a mother. Maybe you're just annoyed or you just don't want me. Maybe a happy relationship with your mother is only make-believe. Maybe its only in films. Or maybe it just doesn't exist. Perhaps this is just MY fairy tale. and others are better Maybe things with my Mother just won't get better. I think sometimes you cannot fix what is broken, You cannot revive what is dead. And maybe I'm just having a bad ending to this fairy tale. The End.
For my mother who Ill never have the courage to speak to about my emotions.