Apr 2018
You called me cupcake
Because that's all you saw
The sweetest parts of me
Not the the scars that I bore
I will call you a lion
Because of the strength in your heart
You were always so brave
So caring, so smart
But now we have both turned to mice
Too scared to fight our wars
Because you are not longer mine
And I not longer yours
This is not what I wish
Disassociated from you
Without a word spoken
To much isolation for two
I want you to know
That I still love you
Just not the way...
I use to
I want to talk
I want to speak
I want you to smile
So my world isn't so bleak
Just because your not
My whole world any more
That doesn't mean I don't
Need you to be part of it
Because that's all you saw
The sweetest parts of me
Not the the scars that I bore
I will call you a lion
Because of the strength in your heart
You were always so brave
So caring, so smart
But now we have both turned to mice
Too scared to fight our wars
Because you are not longer mine
And I not longer yours
This is not what I wish
Disassociated from you
Without a word spoken
To much isolation for two
I want you to know
That I still love you
Just not the way...
I use to
I want to talk
I want to speak
I want you to smile
So my world isn't so bleak
Just because your not
My whole world any more
That doesn't mean I don't
Need you to be part of it
This is a repost of a poem I wrote in october of 2016. I had broken up with my significant other (for reasons that weren't their fault) but i still cared a lot about them and didn't want to lose them. They ignored me for almost 3 months after that but eventually we became close again and they are now my best friend (we are in a queer platonic relationship for all those who know what that is). I was so scared of them disappearing from my world and didn't know if i could live without them. They are the most amazing person I know and I'm so lucky to have them still in my life. I love them so much, even if i will probably never show them these poems.
