The hardest part of all this
is that when i stand on the edge of my roof and

breathe.

i look at the stars and they make me wonder what this would do
to you

inhale
1..2..3..4..5
hold
1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8
exhale
1..2..3..4..5

­the chemicals in my brain burn holes into my lungs