i dont want to be a part of this narrative. my life is meant to be mine; my will is meant to be free, but what is surrounding me, drives me to feel uncomfortably trapped. can i change the way others choose to act? no. what i can alter, is who i am around, and how much time i spend with them. i try to limit the toxic energy some exude, it tends to dampen and drastically plummet my mood. i just want to run away & start anew.