Selfish, childish, wrapped up in my feelings, and oblivious to yours.
Desperately wanting to extinguish the fire in my heart, which I knew would never burn for two... Heartbreak changed me.
I wanted my pain to end and yours to begin. Threw all emotions and history aside, and willfully, disregarded your emotions to deliver the bitter end.
I was a fool in pain.
I see you now, your accomplishments, the people in your life and the love which fills it... While I desperately search for someone to set a spark in my hearth where your fire once burned. Countless attempts, countless heartbreaks.
Punishment for the ugly end I wrote in our story.
You were right. It did not have to end the way it did.
Though the juvenile pain has now subsided, I forever bear your scorch marks on my chest. Though we are no longer in each other's stories, I forever carry you in this tear-jerking memory.