I know you probably will not see this Just in case you do I want to say I really hope you are happy now And I am sorry I couldn't make you stay
I will forever hold a piece of you It does not matter where I go I have showed you the deepest parts of me Things no one else will ever know
I do not regret a single moment Although I wonder what I lack If I had to do it all over I wouldn't take a bit of it back
This ordeal eventually made me stronger I should actually be thanking you For giving me the romance I wanted Then breaking my heart in two
I should have realized you were too good to be true Too perfect for a lovestruck girl like me And now I am finally alone Your ghost my only company
I will always be here if you need me It doesn't matter how badly I am treated I swear I will continue to love you Even though I'm broken and defeated
You gave everything I could ask for Now I have felt the magic of falling in love And although I cannot have you anymore You are still all the things I'm dreaming of
You are gone and it's killing me inside Every lonely day the climb is uphill I am still waiting for things to get better But it is possible they never will
This is one from 2012 about my first "love." Looking back I see it was just puppy love. First heartbreak is usually the hardest.