Trees form in my eyes. Leaves falling fast, Will they wither or? Can trees imagined die so quickly? The images brought me comfort. But now, How do I stand this agony? He grabs me. -awakening me from this vision "Don't you see?" he whispers. I see what has been but where am I now? "You're with me" - "You are happy" But still I'm haunted by mental illness and hospitals It follows, it clings, it won't let me be. "You're here now - far from there" His eyes show truth, I fall again. He always awakens me -I let the moment in Now I can see.