sometimes i feel hopeless like it's never going to get better it's been a roller coaster of ups and downs mostly downs i want to get off this ride too many hills too many loops too many abrupt halts but i can't i can't get off without hurting someone what's one person though? not like i have so many people who love and adore me who care and are concerned i'll give this ride another chance life is like a never ending rollercoaster ups and downs and sideways all i can do is go up, my friend