I'm easy to love. Yet I am hard to be with. My heart is so big and so full, But my soul so empty and dark. When I am happy my smile lights up the sky When I am sad, I am devastated, my tears crash around me as the unstoppable thunderstorms in my eyes rage on. I give myself wholly to you, everything I have and all that I am, completely. The problem is when I do that there is nothing left to give myself, and I am left hollow and dim. I will tell you how much I love you every day and show you I care with little acts of kindness. An hour later I will find myself lashing out violently with angry hands and shouted words. I promise I will never leave you, I can't promise you will never want me to. I am easy to fall for, But I am hard to stay with.
I don't usually write freeverse but here is what I am feeling right now.