Its that feeling you get on the brink of a rough patch You rush back to the drinking and just crash You act different, distant and drunk as... One bad binge then you blink and the cuffs latch You drink *****, snooze and withdraw Usually fall, puking and refusing to crawl Wake up no memories confused at it all Then a tear surfaces with nervousness The darkness reemerges, asking is it really worth this Na but pretend its fun So fun you don't need a friend when your drunk Just a loner on a balcony tempted to jump To mend it with a thump can end it at once Some days we trip when it rains Cause the brain can slip But staying strong though it Hope someone related to this