"I'm catching feelings for you"
catching feeling ??
your catching feeling for me ???
feelings I never threw in the first place
but you seem to have caught
deep down I knew
but chose to ignore
I wish I could wipe away all your memories of me
because its like I'm immune to loving you
am I the bad guy for not feeling the same?
for hurting someone so perfect
your just too good to be true
I'm going war with my mind and my heart
my mind is winning
it shot a bullet straight through me reminding me
I'm too selfish to love
that I'm not fit to be loved
I'm so disoriented
even the wind blows towards me and gets lost in my hair
I'm so aesthetically awkward
water doesn't like me and tries to escape from my eyes
I'm going to hurt you
I'm the poison that can melt you internally and not regret it
I will dissolve your heart with the molten lava I call my words
I'm not so lovely love