the champagne tastes bitter my head swims and I think maybe I need a bathing suit
maybe i'll never see god but the breeze keeps touching my face and the insects **** my blood disease my legs and that's okay because there's a part in me that has difficulty taking my watch off and there's a part in him that has difficulty taking his shoes off despite the harmony I feel there's a head in the back of my own that tells me that solitude would not suffice for such a shy creature that only wants warmth from another there, there there
a poem I found in a stack of old paintings I have such a disconnection with old feelings like it was written by a whole different person