I barely recognize myself anymore When I was young I knew what I wanted when I grew up Am I even growing anymore? I feel stuck I can't breathe here anymore I've become too large for this small town How will I get out without the brains or the talent to do it? Am I here for a reason? What is my life supposed to look like? I feel like I've made a wrong turn in the universe My heart is somewhere else and I can't find it It left without saying goodbye Where am I meant to end up? How am I supposed to get there? Why am I going through these things? Do I even matter anymore? Have I done all I can for this world and now am I just waiting for death?