I have decided that this is it no matter how hard it may be and even if I don't know where to start I know that once you said the words "I've been seeing someone since mid December" my world faded away the image in my mind was destroyed and all that was left was an emptiness so deep it left my legs feeling broken from the fall none of this is good for me hearing you say she is "the only thing that makes you feel alive anymore" left burns in my brain in places that once held memories of us the scars will never fade and I'll forever think of the girl who makes you feel like I used to