I feel so sad. I Want Sobriety, My minds fighting badly It hurts so bad knowing I Don’t Want this but I’m here wanting. I’m not feeling anything To say I want to numb this . It’s just an urge at the moment To feel it in me . A crave my mind & body Are feining .. I hurt when I’m on it. Though my heart tears apart I can’t get it through my head At the end il be depressed In regret I’m so saddened. I’m sorry I’m sorry God help me get through this