I walk down the lane of misery for the last time this year Reminiscing my failures I watch my hard work float away like my lovers who promised to stay. The self-doubt however lingers The confidence diminishing like the seconds to a new year The new year of little significance For we all know we will never change We will face the same doubts We will cry for the same reason We will fight the same battle and we will never learn Not this time, not this year, not this new year