the other day I had my first kiss the first time my lips came in contact with another human it was magical
I was on cloud nine the entire time on my ride home I was happy I couldn’t stop smiling genuinely smiling
when I got home I cried uncontrollably but they weren’t tears of joy they were tears of sadness and fear
I was sad because I thought he wouldn’t want a relationship I was scared because I thought he wouldn’t want me why would he want me and all my problems?
I have depression I’m suicidal I slit my wrists no one wants to deal with my problems
I’m fat, ugly and rude no one wants me but I don’t blame them I don’t even want myself