Lost in the illusion Of this painting they called life, A small girls sits shivering In the corner of her bathroom floor ... Inside of this masterpiece The girl paints more of just that, Her tears watercolors on the canvas Of the tiles lining the bathroom floor ... These tiles now cold and hard Eating away like acid on her cool flesh, The comfort of the childhood memories All washed away from within the walls That once gave her peace of mind. Bubble baths turned to ****** ones As she brings her art to life ... The words thrown at her Outside of the world in her bathroom Now painted red in bold font Inside a canvas unseen By anyone but the bitter ghost Left to rot in the corners of the stone walls Under the bubbles of the water That ate away at her crimson tainted flesh ... The tears stop falling While the water still runs Over her treacherous heartbeat, Down the curves of her spine As she desperately attempts To wash away her sins Not knowing the paint was permanent Forever etched into her skin Burning demons into her own canvas ... Years later, After many hidden portraits..
Her fragile body aches As she paints one more masterpiece To tie the rest of her canvases together. And with a final stroke of her brush A tear slips down her face Rejoicing in how long her art lived In secrecy before she ran out of paint ... She finally paints her signature Onto the tiles of her bathroom floor Her legacy or a warning to those stuck like her The world won't ever come to know All they knew was her heart ran out Of words to say and canvases to paint As she took her last breath and spelled out **Mise en Abyme
Pieces of another dark poem found in the archives written officially on this date 7 years ago... and yet what inspired this or rather who still remains much of a mystery ~BM