I was around fifteen when I first imagined myself as your husband and I distinctly remember Laughing and tearing up, just a little, because I didn’t think it was possible for someone like you to love someone like me. I did not know how to love... but there we were genuinely happy and in love, adrift in the aether of my teenage imagination, your face was hidden from me. I return the comfort of that fantasy and conjure scenes of our life together. Spending time with you comforts me and gives me peace. Wherever you are, please know that I love you and that I am looking for you. Darling, you are literally my fantasy and I will not rest until our love is our reality. I cannot wait to meet you. Have a great day, Love. I can’t wait to hear about it! Yours. Always.